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Real Monsters

by Terribly Happy

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bandfan25 A nostalgic, energetic pop punk record, easily a hidden gem of the genre! Favorite track: Pete and Pete and Pete and Me.
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1.
[You'll be okay It's just your brain, not your heart] The way those eyes glowed in the dawn, upside down on a couch Watching films about killers I didn't have to be strong man or a graduate It was enough to be nothing So let me fall into the arms of whoever's still around We can hide away in mornings filled with indigo From whatever force makes us uglier or angrier And let J's whisper carry on You'll be okay; it's just your brain, not your heart You'll be okay; it's just your brain, not your fault
2.
I kept a picture to show that we were something else We were something special Terrified of the demons hiding in our neighborhood People are turning into something they're not Blame it on the moon Or the next generation, but I won't We'll hide away on our rooftops, while monsters talk the end of the world Into existence, but I won't For all that we've learned, I think we forgot it all-- just Just shrug it off, we'll meet halfway-- we'll be Faking parts of every little talk Say we don't have to have ourselves figured out To stay strong; we'll never die with our holy bones
3.
Go on, move to Baltimore Tell me that the ocean has kept you safe From all the toxins back home The boys and all the things I'd never known All the wasted days on all those angry songs I'm just so scared of the rentals of love, Fleeting friendships, and the end of the world But no-no-no, I'll turn it around [Cora!] I'm putting flowers in my hair and sending signals out to space 'Someone loves you, someone loves you' [Cora!] Let's throw paint on every picture, make a storm of every note And all the blame that I wrote I think I finally get it, those rapid firing thoughts that make us Super quiet, but if I see you again I'll talk up an ocean to put between us and them Then I'll swim away to keep you safe from the memories I bring with me You'll never know, I'll be a satellite sending hope The only hope I know [Cora!] I thought I could catch you falling from a tower made of my words But I'm no hero, I'm no poet [Cora!] The past is heaven and the future's the apocalypse So I'm trying to stay present I promise I'm trying to stay present
4.
It's been a while since you stopped by It seems like yesterday, would you still recognize my voice? Or my smile? We took so much for granted Now I'm stuck in the past with denial And as each day passes by, so do I From a life froze in time-- we never thought about it What does the future hold for us? Will we fit in or fall apart? It's so easy to stay in touch, but staying close is impossible Can we pick up where we left off, or are we doomed with awkward conversation? Do you think that it's possible? Do you think that it's possible? It's been a while We'll work it out-- in d-d-due time, we'll work it out We can talk about what's new, what's old Or all the in-betweens, the scenes away from home And now I wonder how things would be if they went differently for us I just can't help but think that it has been It's been a while since you've come around
5.
Coolsville 03:47
Who's gonna keep my skeleton warm when my soul is a star Lighting up a horizon somewhere? Another world, where no one talks or starts up wars about nothing [Holy Moly!] Everybody to the walk-back bop to the sound of the planet Implo-o-o-ding into no-o-o-thing but the things we kept to ourselves I'm afraid; I'm unafraid I'm somewhere else in time I'll feel the sun; I'll make someone Someone else proud of me I don't want your stonefaced good vibes or cigarettes 'Cause I've been stuck in my head, and dammit I needed you to be there And be real for once to help me escape it Already tried to act like your art school friends; I tried to be a statue Tried to pretend to be dead and unafraid But do you really feel so cool when you act like you don't care about anything? When I know you're hiding everything I'll trade your talk-to-the-hand for a heart on a sleeve A swing between the moon and the sun A little too much over nothing at all A new friend to help me fight this supernova 'Cause I've been feeling the sun It's a sign there's something--oh Something in these bones worth the time and medication
6.
It's been cold, and as it keeps getting colder We've been getting older so there's nothing left to lose I can't let the thought of her melt away 'Cause I've been trying to hold on But before these memories start to fade I'll try my best, stick to the plan-- no matter No matter how crazy it may seem So hey Mr. Snowplow Man, could you just hold off an hour or two 'Cause I need more time before you clear these thoughts away I'll put up with this cold front, all this change, this cold shoulder 'Cause I'd like to think that we'll find each other again some day She'll write her name and I'll write 'I love you' in hopes That we'll remember each other Hey Mr. Snowplow Man, could you just hold off an hour or two 'Cause I need more time Hey Mr. Snowplow Man, could you just hold off an hour or two 'Cause I have real big plans, real big plans
7.
Put your mask away, you're no god You're no saint, you're just bitter And your politics became your Jesus Who told you to back into the corner With your guns, ready to say 'I'm not racist, but--' 'I'm not sexist, but-- there's no way this apocalypse is my fault' Are you scared that your perfect little world got a little more colorful? Or are you gonna make it hell? Will you wake up? You're only living for yourself But when the tables turn on your head, You'll wave your white flag in surrender All kids outta the pool It's their turn to drown in all the bullshit they put us through All kids outta the pool It's their turn to shut their mouths while we clean up the mess they made up All kids outta the pool
8.
The sun met your purple baseball cap at 6 a.m. on the rooftop Where we'd write out every promise and plan Away from your dorm room prison cell Forget me when the dust of what-could-have-been Settles to the ground, but it'll never so you'll never walk alone It was no one's fault I won't let them paint whatever they want Acrylic realities from plastic words It's not brave, I wanna be brave enough to be wrong So help me flake, I wanna flake on what I should have said Should've said it out loud 'Would you save me? 'Cause I just can't save myself I can't save myself' Well, I know I'm so forgettable when I remember you so well You've got the best of me in your pocket and so I tell myself I say, 'With every friend spread across the nation Drop a pinpoint down, we make a constellation With every friend spread across the nation Drop a pinpoint down, we make a constellation'
9.
Rain, rain, please go away I need some sun so god damn bad today To clear out my head As time keeps on going by I just can't seem to get you off my mind And out of my head There's no need to be scared And if you're not a fighter, you don't have to fight It's hard to be brave here, but maybe we'll be brave enough When we're together Who told you to fall in love And who made you steal the sky? The sky and my heart 'Cause I feel you when I look up Always the reason to keep looking up Always a song in my heart for you If there's no need to be scared, And if I'm not a fighter, why am I fighting this? We're both scared, but maybe brave enough To keep on when we're together And it'll get better
10.
Selfless-ish 03:47
I made a home hiding out in the bathroom with all My notebooks and some bottles of something 'Cause now I don't trust anyone or anything Even the mirror or my own thoughts I can't even trust my own thoughts Well, I fit the Frankenstein mold Every piece of me a part of everyone I've ever loved So go take the strings that hold me up Take my clothes, take my words I don't need them, anymore You do you, I just thought you were different from the world So don't say it's simply 'I loved you, now I don't' And now it's on me just to get up and move on I wish it were simple And I wish you were just another human It'd be easier for me to know that I'm just another human And not so out-of-place around everyone Too aware of myself, when it felt like we were something else Something that mattered
11.
[Been running through my mind so much I know ya legs hurt Try to keep myself occupied, but shit it don't work Stalking your Instagram been waiting for that text back Saying you want me back, but I know I'm not getting that There's no way she's forgiving me, immature is the way I act You struck me out with ease the last time I was up at bat So now I go to sleep alone, not many hours too distracted from my phone Still hoping for that text, used to act like I didn't care, it was dishonest jest I tried my best, but I'm a mess, my heart fell out my chest I'm almost out of breath, you gave me so much life Feel like I have none left] It's keeping me up late at night knowing that you're up late tonight Wrapped up in his sheets and not mine And I just want to hold your hand, hear your voice Is that so bad? I just want to know you're doing fine I keep waking up [To the sound of your soul walking out Yesterday, I got too used to yesterday And now it's all I think about] [It's all I think about You're all I think about]
12.
I swear I'm learning how to fight back, are you trying to do the same? If you have to walk alone, just know When your head floats in a fog, and you don't know where you are Find this song-- find me I've been saving money to fly out to witness The mountains make you a home Soon enough, we'll be screaming poems from peak-to-peak To fight all the voices from years ago They'll never know Let's buy every memory so we can watch them together And you can rediscover us, color the sky with Crayons hidden somewhere in your car Somewhwre in a dream, somewhere more secure In my room with your artwork on the wall The evergreens remind me that you are forever Even when you feel like you're gone You're not gone I've been running out of words just to say that things get better But I swear that things get better I swear that things get better Will you ever know?

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released July 17, 2019

All tracks mixed and mastered by Caleb Rose (Creaky Closet Studio)

Cover art by Ping Fah

All songs written and performed by Terribly Happy
Track 11 also written and performed by Flowurz
Trumpet on Track 12 written and performed by Connor Billard

Sound clip for Track 1 sampled from "The Pumpkin Who Couldn't Smile"
Sound clip for Track 11 sampled from "The Man Who Sleeps"

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